Motivation =/
I have never been one to have much motivation, whether it is for class or just anything in general. I tend to procrastinate which stresses me out but without much motivation it all comes down to having to get it done. A couple years ago I learned that I suffer from clinical depression. Contrary to how this sounds, I was elated! There was now an actual reason to why I was the crazy person everyone said I was. Learning this and being placed on the proper medications, I've finally become more focused and much more organized. I actually have some drive to get things done again. This semester my motivation is split right down the middle. I'm mostly motivated because I will finally be getting my AA at the end of this semester. But everyday, December seems to get further away. My motivation for the most part is out the window. My days are chaotic enough and after a long day at work, the last thing I want to do is go and sit in class but I know that this should be the end. To keep my sanity, I constantly remind myself to take it all one day at a time. December will be here before we all know it and I'll look back on all this stress and laugh (hopefully). My parents intervene when I'm just not feeling it and help me keep my head up and understand that it's only a short period of my life that will benefit the rest of it.
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